Guilt does not scream:it breathes,
warm and patient against the back of my neck,
counting every moment I survived what others did not.
It wears my voice, my face, my name,
and asks me gently why I keep pretending innocence is something time can wash clean.
Every memory becomes a crime scene I revisit alone,
every silence a verdict I never learned to appeal,
until even my prayers feel like forged documents left at the altar.
I am not haunted by what I did,
but by what I allowed to happen while I stood still.